Monday, October 02, 2006
I have finally realised that I always have to keep myself in check and that I should never let myself get too caught up in the moment and let myself go. Because, ultimately, whatever I do or say, should not be to please man, but in fact, be pleasing to God. There is no need for me to impress people. There is no need for me to try to "fit in." I've got a very stable and grounded bunch of friends, whom I thank God for, who I can turn to. I do need the giggly, ditzy moments I share with people whom I am not close to. I can avoid being labelled for no reason. I am not wild. I do have my crazy moments but I am not wild. I am not fake. I try to be who I am. Sometimes, I get caught up in the moment and I seem to be a different, more flamboyant and callous person. But I am not that sort of a person. I am who I am, and I will keep trying and praying to become a better person. God's strength is what I need and have, and his guidance will keep me on the right path. He will stop me and guide me back to the right path, should I ever go astray. I thank God for his wisdom and guidance, which I could not live without. I think it's time I become more aware of everything around me. I don't want to go astray anymore.
